I was scrolling mindlessly on Pinterest and came upon this image. The term 'red strings of fate' immediately appeared on my mind. This kind of commitment needed years of deep relationship between two person. The smudged ink around the red string depicted that it's real tattoo, correct me if im wrong though.

The realm of relationship has always been a foreign concept to me. I was young and I had fallen fast. Now I am mature but it takes away the recklessness of being in love. Everything shall pass the test: personality, career, and moral value. I set it high so that no one comes close enough. Even the nonsense detail about what kind of eyes he has, shoulder length, height, whether he choose leather jacket or winter coat for fashion. 

Yet the big question is: is he good for my mental health? If you watch Korean drama It's Okay It's Love, you will get the gist of what I'm trying to say. The female character has anxiety that comes to her relationship with her boyfriend. It succumbed from the incident when she was young. It shaped her. It constructed her in present times. Nothing comes easy.

Again, the concept of red string of fate is not something that I let it into my life. But when it happen, I'd probably be glad about it because fate has taken care of the part that I've been suffered for many years. 

Fate.

On second thought: if you zoom in the picture, it's actually not tattoo, it's literally red strings.

Let me put the other image from Pinterest.


Playlist:
Adhitya Sofyan - Dunia Paralel
Iamneeta - Marry Me
Nino Rota - What is Youth
Bruno Major - Home
Billie Eilish - Bellyache