i know it's bad. how could i say it like that? (i didnt literally say, i typed)
i even couldnt believe it, so did you, right? that's why you stayed still..

sometimes i hate myself... for that kind of stuff, you know?
oh of course you dont

you just dont wanna know and you obviously dont care. aaarrrggg, what was i thinking? you're not my right magnet, i always reacted wrong.

but i cant say 'islu' just simple as that. no.. it doesnt work like that. i wanna be the girl in the movie, when she looks to her boy's eyes, they can communicate. they know what each other meant. oh okay, obviously it's just movie. and this life isnt a movie.

bye..

(the exp is officially terminated)